This semester has been crazy for so many reasons. It gave me so many opportunities that only could happen in a University setting. I was given the opportunity to find my home and my sisters in my sorority, meet tons of new friends, learn how to effectively study and get the chance to greatly improve my writing in this class, which is like no other I’ve taken before. It also tested my strength, not only as a student, but as a person who is capable of change and rolling with the punches. Nobody could have possibly foreseen the way this semester played out with Covid-19, which will undoubtedly be the defining moment of our college lives. However, I was able to prove to myself that I could rise to the occasion.
As a person, I have never been good at coping with change. It’s always been something I was afraid of, and tried to avoid at all costs. When I left for college in the fall, it was possibly one of the scariest moments of my life as it was the biggest change I had ever experienced at that point. Coming back to school in the spring, I never expected something like this to happen. I got the email from the school that we were going home, knowing other schools had already taken that step, but always thinking, “Not us, we’re staying.” I remember everyone being so excited because they thought it was only temporary, and we would be back in a few weeks. I knew in the back of my mind that we wouldn’t be. While my friends were celebrating in the hallway, I cried alone in my room, distraught with the panic of another huge change that I was not prepared for. I cried the entire drive home while my dad told me that it was going to be okay because this wouldn’t last forever.
In the end, this semester has taught me many valuable lessons that will alter the way I act for the rest of my college experience, as well as in the real world. Change, although scary, will always be a part of life, and a change as big as what we have all experienced has prepared me more for life after college more than any other typical college experience could have done for me. I learned just how fast everything we’re used to can change, and there is nothing anybody can do to stop it from happening. Being open to change is the only true way to get through the hurdles everybody encounters in their lifetimes.
The picture I included is a tattoo that I’ve wanted to get for awhile now that can serve as a reminder to me that change is inevitable and we have to keep “riding the wave” that is life.
Hi Taylor! I really admired this post. Change is something I struggle with too. We all do, but specifically leaving for college is a challenge I can strongly relate to. I couldn’t imagine finding a whole new group of friends, completely starting over and having to put myself out there all over again, after feeling so confident and feeling like I had such a solid identity in high school. That was terrifying. And then we made a life for ourselves at college, and as soon as we’re getting used to it, another huge change comes barreling our way—again, terrifying. But at the end of the day, I think I’m grateful for it. This plethora of unforeseen circumstances forced upon us a more difficult freshman year than for most, but it gave us some quality character-building opportunities. Honestly, I feel like I squeezed a couple years worth of valuable life-lessons into the span of a semester, but it has only made me a better informed and understanding person. I love the “riding the wave,” metaphor. It’s spot on. Life is a wave, we can’t control the current, the wake, any part of the process, except for how we learn to adjust to it, and find a sense of balance within it all.
Great work on this blog!
P.S. Absolutely love the tattoo and the meaning behind it. I’ve wanted to get a tattoo for so long, but I am way too indecisive haha.
Hope you’re doing well and staying healthy!
Emma Charles
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Taylor, you have given great advice and shown that you are growing as a person. I agree with you when you said change is scary. I am a person of habit. I get very comfortable in a routine, and when change comes it is scary and makes me anxious. I remember being extremely scared for college. It is the biggest change in any of our lives, but it changes like these that help us grow as a person and make progress. From this piece I can tell you have done so and are growing as a person. I like that tattoo and I think you should get it. It represents something powerful to you and that’s important because it will always remind that you just gotta keep riding the wave and see where it takes you:)
Hope you have a great summer!
-Max
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Hey Taylor, I really loved reading this essay! I loved how well you tied all your thoughts together by the end of the essay and put a lot of emotion/personality into your writing. I totally agree that change can be really scary and I definitely had the same sadness about getting sent home from college. Although events like these are challenging, they do definitely teach us a lot and help us grow. Your essay summed up a lot of my own personal thoughts so I really related to it. I also love that tattoo and love that you incorporated it into your writing. Have a great summer and hopefully nest semester will be a little more normal!
-Tess Williams
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