How am I doing? To be honest I am not too sure on how to answer that question exactly. One minute we were on campus joking about what would happen if we all had to close up shop and leave the university due to a raging virus and the next minute, we are doing exactly that.

My entire freshman year of college cut short. We had an entire semester left to go and all of a sudden the only thing we have left is hope that this ends as quickly as it came. I’m not saying this to gain satisfaction for the class I am writing this assignment for, but I miss my english class. I am studying medicine, yet the class that has become my favorite, english, is the class I miss the most. It became a place where everyone got to speak open-mindedly without any fear of judgement. As a class, we were all beginning to recognize one another as a friend and someone we knew so to know we will not meet again is disappointing because it was a weekly meeting I looked forward to.

On another note, I am doing well. Sitting at home, day after day, I definitely have had a lot of time to sit back and think. Think about what I have taken for granted and think about where we as a community will go from here. I used to joke saying things like, “ugh, I hate it here I’m so stressed” or “I need a break from all this it’s too much”, but I never took into account how privileged I truly was to be in such an amazing school, meeting such great people everyday, on such a wonderful campus we longer get to stroll along everyday anymore. Now that I look back, I believed there would be more moments such as those, where I complained instead of cherished, and now I sit at home wishing so badly I were back at school.

I am doing well in the midst of a global pandemic, but I am missing terribly the life I had back at the university where strangers I had just met became my closest friends and this strange place away from home ended up becoming my new favorite place. 

To be completely blunt, online classes suck. Although I’m doing well emotionally and physically I realize now “normal life” as we know it may seem boring in the moment but definitely a jewel worth treasuring. The picture I inserted is none other than a picture of my dog, Luna, because if one good thing came of this quarantine it’s the fact that I can spend more time with this old lady. 

Emilie Lauria